Are You Who You Want To Be???

Today I was wondering what to write and I decided to write about the following. This problem is mostly seen in teenagers! Well the question I have is: Are you who you want to be?? You might wonder why I ask this question and I do it because like you one day I was a teenager who apparently thought that I was who I want it to be but I was wrong! I was a teenager that I didn't want to be! I tried to hide myself by staying quiet or by surrounded by friend. I pretended to be happy around everything and everyone and no one knew it but me. I was the only one who knew the big empty space that was in me and I tried to fill it up with things of the world but it didn't seem to work! Aparantely I was what everyone else wanted me to be. I was the friend that was always there the girl who didn't say anything and always stayed quiet! But oh boy only if they knew everything I wanted to say only if they knew how much I wanted to scream out for help as well!! Because to them I was perfect just the way I was but they didnt know how much hate and emptiness was in me because to them I was perfect but personally me I hated the way I was living I wanted to end with my life! But because I wanted to please everything and everyone around me I stayed quiet and that's the biggest mistake we make!! Until one day I couldn't take it anymore I was done with everything I just wanted a way out of every thing that was suffocating me!!! So I finally spoke! I finally did what I have to do! I didn't let people treat me the way they wanted anymore! I didn't let them make the decisions for me! I said it was time for a change and that I was going to be who I wanted to be! And I made it! but oh no it wAsnt easy at all! It was though and of course I couldn't do it alone. But I did it with the help of God! He is the reason why I write this to you and why I'm still here!! It's not too late to be who you want to be!!!:)